Why are we attracted to the things and people that we shouldnt be? I know that this dude is not for me. I KNOW IT. But, for some reason, the attraction is still there. I had this convo w/ myself not too long ago. I like being around him. We act silly and i can  be myself. But,thats all that it ever is. Us, watchin tv, playin around, chillin. The end. That is the exact opposite of what I want. Predictability. I cant deal w/ it. I get bored if I always know exactly whats going to happen. There has never been an effort made there to do anything else do i should have known, right? I should have known that I would eventually get bored and that this would eventually fade out. Yep, I shouldve known. I did know! So, why do I feel some type of way now that things are fizzling away? I mean, it was nothing serious at all. At all. I knew from the beginning what it was. Just decided to ignore it. Im thinking into this too much. I’ll just say…lesson learned. The End.